Why Now? Why ACE?

Why does ACE (the only place that seamed to understand me) have to abandon me? I was at home there, it reminded me of my grandpa, and taught me most of my life lessons. I found a hobby, home, life and love there. Why does ACE leave me now-almost like dieing! I never cryed but I did when I learned that ACE is gone. WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!